Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Time messes with me (ewe )""

 Hello, minna-san~~
<---My dear nee-chan drew a portrait of myself ////////// I was really embarrassed and happy at the same time when I saw it.
Anyways, here I am again. Caught between a lot of projects and theses o_o I just hope they'll go away fast ><''. I don't have time for many things, I always find myself complaining about that TTwTT"" sorry..sorry. Here is a strange drawing of Konka and Suiki from my manga 'Soul of Fire'. When I'll get the time, I hope I'll be able to ink it and then maybe also color it. Suiki's anatomy is a little off, but I sketched it in about 10 to 20 minutes in class. Konka looks good ~for me~, I like her pose. I'll hope to post many other things and updates after this week because I get a new holiday for Easter xD.




Friday, April 5, 2013

My first long oneshot


 For some while I was planning to do a long one shot ~romance, slice of life, school life, drama - shoujo of course~. Don't judge my sketchies TTwTT They're not that good and some even look retarded...pff.
Well, it'll be my first attempt from a guy's point of view. I always wanted to do something like this. It's about how love can suddenly change your life and your way of thinking. I have all the scenes well-structured, if I can say it like that, I only need to link them together and to also put the quotes I want to use in the best places of the story.
When I create manga, I start with small ideas, like for example, if I want to draw a specific scene, I have to find a story that would go well with that scene and then include it in there. Also, I combine the scenes and quotes I want to draw/use in one manga, but that means they have to go well with each other and make the story understandable and logical. Sometimes there are things that I don't like to draw in those stories I write, but I do it anyways because I don't want to 'ruin' the story or something. I can't draw only the things I want to draw, but I try to anyway.
In my every manga, you can find different subject, themes, motives, contrasts, symbolism etc. I use them so that the story would gain a deeper meaning, I don't want to write shallow stories ~like those cutesy light romance you see everywhere, they are cute, but people won't remember them; even if I want to draw something cute like that, I will still draw it in the background of a more bigger story with deep meanings~ I want to touch people hearts by doing the one thing I love the most. :]


 P.S.: THOSE ARE JUST SKETCHES. The manga won't look like that~!! TwT
I will try to make this one shot in the spring break. I'll try not to make it that long, because I usually get carried away and write like 10 pages for just one scene TwT ~yeah, that's me~ That's because when there's a scene I really like, I want to make it last longer so people would understand the true meaning of it. 
(o///3///o)U OR maybe I don't do it for the readers...I do manga for myself. So...those scenes that last longer are meant for me to understand them and to connect with the characters better. I don't know. TwT There are so many things I don't understand about myself and how I actually create manga. But I try to find out slowly and to post on this blog.
Hope I didn't bore you too much...~Panda flies away~. Za end...or maybe not. (=w=)--